funny.. i tot that the lsat night out with fah and the ladies was the new year celebration, cus fah is going to melbourne with jamin n ester. so on that night, i said my last good byes to jasmin, hasina,ester,yusnie and all, as if im not gona meet them more often due to fahs leaving. than theres another bye-bye suprise dinner at citron b.b That night was fun! and i was sad again so said our so-called last goodbye and kiss soooo many pipi`s. all kinds of pipi`s,with blusher,without blusher or powder but no male pipi`s. so..as i tot that there will be no more outing with the ladies.. than theres yesterday night. but this time its the last time. The last dinner. it was small, we only ajak like the close ones.but only half yg jadi pergi.. theres fah,me,yusnie,hasina,kristin and dearest jasmin. we had our dinner at Chiao at b.b. and than..just like our tradition..sisha after dinner at lecka-lecka in b.b. fun!fun!fun!
oh dear.. am gona miss my bitches so much man..
and than we go pee-wee at j.w marriots toilet. gehahaha
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
alias new fav song
The Sweet Escape
If I could escape I would but,First of all, let me sayI must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever),
Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
I want to get away, to our sweet escapeI want to get away,
You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling pointCome help me out,
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me aroundInstead of clowning around,
let's look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazyI've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me, wanted you with me
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world&
I could be your favourite girl (forever),
Perfectly together& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
Woohoo, YeehooWoohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
If I could escape I would but,First of all, let me sayI must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever),
Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
I want to get away, to our sweet escapeI want to get away,
You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling pointCome help me out,
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me aroundInstead of clowning around,
let's look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazyI've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me, wanted you with me
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world&
I could be your favourite girl (forever),
Perfectly together& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
Woohoo, YeehooWoohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
Monday, January 22, 2007
if i could dream..
i really do wish,
i would tell the whole world that im urs,
i would pretend to like your kind of music,
would order your favourite dish and drink, so that i could feel ur here,
i would save the last chicken drumstick for you,
i would learn your fav song, and when u had nightmare at night, i will sing it to u, till u fall asleep,
i would learn how to cook your fav dish and suprise u in the college one day,
i would always say ur right, and even tho we both know that ur wrong,
when ur cold in cinema, i would pretend that i was cold, and let u hug me..so u can feel warm from my body heat,
i would always say that your hair is perfect, even when u just wake up,
i would always be your back bone, even when you dont need them,
i will fill up ur empthy hole in your heart, with my love, care, attention,
i would travel as far as i can just to always be there with you,
i would bring you hot chicken soup if u have fever or cold,
i would find any excuses just to meet up with you everyday,
i would save up my money and starve so that i can buy you, your bday present that uve always wanted,
and no matter how far you are, i would squeeze my pocket to buy cdts so that we can keep close,
i would always be home early so that we can spend time on phone calls or chat room,
and no matter how i explain it to you, you would never know, how much i would do for you.
because this is only my dream, not yours too..
*saaaape kate alia tak jiwang..?
i would tell the whole world that im urs,
i would pretend to like your kind of music,
would order your favourite dish and drink, so that i could feel ur here,
i would save the last chicken drumstick for you,
i would learn your fav song, and when u had nightmare at night, i will sing it to u, till u fall asleep,
i would learn how to cook your fav dish and suprise u in the college one day,
i would always say ur right, and even tho we both know that ur wrong,
when ur cold in cinema, i would pretend that i was cold, and let u hug me..so u can feel warm from my body heat,
i would always say that your hair is perfect, even when u just wake up,
i would always be your back bone, even when you dont need them,
i will fill up ur empthy hole in your heart, with my love, care, attention,
i would travel as far as i can just to always be there with you,
i would bring you hot chicken soup if u have fever or cold,
i would find any excuses just to meet up with you everyday,
i would save up my money and starve so that i can buy you, your bday present that uve always wanted,
and no matter how far you are, i would squeeze my pocket to buy cdts so that we can keep close,
i would always be home early so that we can spend time on phone calls or chat room,
and no matter how i explain it to you, you would never know, how much i would do for you.
because this is only my dream, not yours too..
*saaaape kate alia tak jiwang..?
Sunday, January 21, 2007
fah`s,jamin`s and ester`s suprise party
jadi gile ok!! like all of them were so suprise! it was awesome. we did it in citron b.b . i, who was 'sppse' to be at my nennys hse n teman my mom. and fah was so sprise to c me there. it was all gud! everyone was there. my food was great,my dress was gorgeous (fah says so),my hair was a mess, the people was awesome, and my mate were just memorable. dat nite was the 1st time ive met azad,fahs bf. like finally girl..! thanks to all of u guys who made my cousin so happy on that night after all what she had been trough. she deserves only the best. n am gona miss u like hell fah,jamin and ofcorse ester. where ever u guys are, pls always bring my love close to ur heart..
love u so much,
ur dearest alia
xoxo
love u so much,
ur dearest alia
xoxo
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Kan Dah Kene..padan muke!
Kan dah kena, padan muka,
org semua dah kata jgn,
tapi dia degil,
Kan dah kena, padan muka,
alia dah bagitau ape dia dah buat,
tapi degil, nak jugak pergi,
Kan dah kena.. padan muka,
semua dah larang, dah kata,
tapi dia tak percaya, nak jugak buat,
Kan dah kena.. padan muka,
kene jerat dia, sekarang tak boleh keluar,
alia dah bagi tau kan? nak degil lagi?
Kan dah kena.. padan muka..
org semua dah kata jgn,
tapi dia degil,
Kan dah kena, padan muka,
alia dah bagitau ape dia dah buat,
tapi degil, nak jugak pergi,
Kan dah kena.. padan muka,
semua dah larang, dah kata,
tapi dia tak percaya, nak jugak buat,
Kan dah kena.. padan muka,
kene jerat dia, sekarang tak boleh keluar,
alia dah bagi tau kan? nak degil lagi?
Kan dah kena.. padan muka..
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
its gona be one bumpy ride
alia..alia..alia..
for once my heart is full with my self. no more empty hole that needs to be fill in by everybody.
ive never remember the last time i dint admire anyone or being andmire by anyone. but for now. nope. not a thing. nada. nae. yup.. this plane is flying solo. with no co-captain or anythng. only family and stickly friends. fah is going to melbourne in a week. oh dear. she had never been apart from me for that long. the last time we were apart wast 4 yrs ago when i was went for europe trip for a month. and it realy make me feel like something big in my life is gone. n now she is gone for a year. because the next year, im gona join her in melbourne. *gasp*
for once my heart is full with my self. no more empty hole that needs to be fill in by everybody.
ive never remember the last time i dint admire anyone or being andmire by anyone. but for now. nope. not a thing. nada. nae. yup.. this plane is flying solo. with no co-captain or anythng. only family and stickly friends. fah is going to melbourne in a week. oh dear. she had never been apart from me for that long. the last time we were apart wast 4 yrs ago when i was went for europe trip for a month. and it realy make me feel like something big in my life is gone. n now she is gone for a year. because the next year, im gona join her in melbourne. *gasp*
american dreams
gees.. how long.. about a week i think that have not singing in in blog or msn or friendster. busy.busy..busy.. twinkle had delivered two beautiful kittens. a male and a female. were naming the female as Zara and male, tom tom. cute gile! first she hide the kittens from all of us, than, 4 days ago... she climb up the stairs and went in my room and put the kitten in my empty cabinet. and they have been staying there since. i cant wait for them to grow up. and now im watching american idol. i should be in hollywood! i can sing yall. like i can make you fall in love with me if you ever hear me sing. hahahaha! ok, lets go back to the reality, alia have to study mass com in kdu.. great. so lets keep our fantasy dream alone and wake up smell the coffee.
Tuesday, January 9, 2007
oranges cut into half
today was my 1st day of college. c alots of new faces. and the cafe was in a renovation for quite a while. and the reslts is great. new food, plates,drinks. it all good. more reason to save money this time. or maybe more reason to put in my shopping fund? its so amazing the new intake for this month are mostly juicy juniors. so.. sizzling hot. my eyes get bigger and wider everytime i look anywhere in the college. but me and nellie decided to cancel all of our new clases and hit to bangasr for eye brows trading. bsides its the 1st class, theygona crap about wat they will be teaching you and how they will fail you if u talk, and not giving them your attention and stuff. whle on my way, i had an idea to ajak nik yusof, my old friend from taylors to join us lunch. because he just came back from perth. just i took out my phone to call him, thers a mes from him asking if im free for lunch. funny kan?
yip-yap-yum-yum, after eating and yapping at Bangsar village, we headed to penang mari to meet up kimchi and his friends, danial and shahril i think. kimchi is soooo dark now due to his new HOBBY, surving. he just came back from terrenganu and i heard he surf like a mad donkey and make him self dark. *two thumbs up* This semester is a short one. only one and a half month. and wre only taking 2 subjects. and the scedule i tell u is sooo funny. for xample, 2morow, my class starts at 4 till 6. which moron would go to college at those times? *another two thumbs up*
abang ifi just called my mom asking if he can colour his hair. i think thats adorable. because hes 21 and yet still asking permission for his hair. hehe. after watching a tv commercials about hair colour revlon products, it hits me. i pon nak dye my hair. and i noe exacly who to dye it for me. nellie! i dont support of going to hair saloon if u can do it yourslf. lain la if highlight. omigosh, tomorow i am going to college at 4 till 6. wat a sick timing. stupid kdu.
yip-yap-yum-yum, after eating and yapping at Bangsar village, we headed to penang mari to meet up kimchi and his friends, danial and shahril i think. kimchi is soooo dark now due to his new HOBBY, surving. he just came back from terrenganu and i heard he surf like a mad donkey and make him self dark. *two thumbs up* This semester is a short one. only one and a half month. and wre only taking 2 subjects. and the scedule i tell u is sooo funny. for xample, 2morow, my class starts at 4 till 6. which moron would go to college at those times? *another two thumbs up*
abang ifi just called my mom asking if he can colour his hair. i think thats adorable. because hes 21 and yet still asking permission for his hair. hehe. after watching a tv commercials about hair colour revlon products, it hits me. i pon nak dye my hair. and i noe exacly who to dye it for me. nellie! i dont support of going to hair saloon if u can do it yourslf. lain la if highlight. omigosh, tomorow i am going to college at 4 till 6. wat a sick timing. stupid kdu.
Thursday, January 4, 2007
my fragile moment..
when it rains, u brought the sun and the rainbow,
its like u tell me that everything is okay,
when my finger bleed, u kiss it,
its like u make the blood and the hurting stop,
when i cried during at night and i fell asleep, you wake me up with ur kiss,
its like i have no reason in the world to ever cry again,
and when i walk in a dark narrow path, you hold my hands,
its like you make me feel safe when ever or where ever i am,
when i feel useless and no point of living, you smile at me,
its like you were the reason god took me away from heaven,
when i forget the lyrics of the song, u sing it for me, not with me,
its like all the beautiful melody and lyrics were about you and me,
and when my heart has a hole, u came to me,
its like youre the only one that can fill it in,
and when i laugh, you laugh with me,not for me,
its like the only reason for you to ever feel hapy when i am,
but when i am here, waiting for you,u dissapear,
its like i never existed in your life.
and wat hurt the most is, i even dare to dream and at the same time knowing it
will never happend.
and when i feel that i need you the most, u only appear in my dreams,
just like my fragile moment.
its like u tell me that everything is okay,
when my finger bleed, u kiss it,
its like u make the blood and the hurting stop,
when i cried during at night and i fell asleep, you wake me up with ur kiss,
its like i have no reason in the world to ever cry again,
and when i walk in a dark narrow path, you hold my hands,
its like you make me feel safe when ever or where ever i am,
when i feel useless and no point of living, you smile at me,
its like you were the reason god took me away from heaven,
when i forget the lyrics of the song, u sing it for me, not with me,
its like all the beautiful melody and lyrics were about you and me,
and when my heart has a hole, u came to me,
its like youre the only one that can fill it in,
and when i laugh, you laugh with me,not for me,
its like the only reason for you to ever feel hapy when i am,
but when i am here, waiting for you,u dissapear,
its like i never existed in your life.
and wat hurt the most is, i even dare to dream and at the same time knowing it
will never happend.
and when i feel that i need you the most, u only appear in my dreams,
just like my fragile moment.
incase i dont smell the burning pants ;
Seandainya kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu
Ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu
Walau kini kaujauh darimu
'Kan slalu kunanti
Karena ku sayang kamu
Hati ini selalu memanggil namamu,
dengarlah melatiku
Ku berjanji
hanyalah untukmu cintaku
Adakah rindu dihatimu,
seperti rindu yang kurasa
Sanggupkah ku terus terlena,
tanpamu di sisiku
Ku 'kan slalu menantimu
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu
Ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu
Walau kini kaujauh darimu
'Kan slalu kunanti
Karena ku sayang kamu
Hati ini selalu memanggil namamu,
dengarlah melatiku
Ku berjanji
hanyalah untukmu cintaku
Adakah rindu dihatimu,
seperti rindu yang kurasa
Sanggupkah ku terus terlena,
tanpamu di sisiku
Ku 'kan slalu menantimu
1m house..
why is it i usually get what i dint want instead of what i want?
im getting things that i dont ask for.
its not that im not thankful.
i am. its just that when i get somethng that i dont need of dont want it,
i tend to not appriciate it as much as i want the other things that i wanted for a long time.
he said he dont care how much it cost.
of corse u dont, because u giving me thngs that u want me to have.
not what i want to have.
so dont blame me if i dont aprriciate it.
but when i want something so bad,
u tend to say that i dont aprriciate the things that u gave me.
heres a clue for u,
instead of being i noe what you need,
why dont you ask me first of what i need.
so that next time i would appriciate it what u gave me.
and dont tell me how i wont appriciate what i want this time.
becus hell, you dont know how long have i wanting it,
how long have i dream of it,
how long have i patiently waiting for it,
it is not an object, a material, a thing.
it is something that could change me forever.
it is something that will make other people change their tots of me.
and yes it cost.
only 1% of wat u earn monthy.
u earn a lot.
u noe.
i noe.
y cant you contribute this need?
its not a want.
its a need.
u noe its about time to do it.
so please do it.
im getting things that i dont ask for.
its not that im not thankful.
i am. its just that when i get somethng that i dont need of dont want it,
i tend to not appriciate it as much as i want the other things that i wanted for a long time.
he said he dont care how much it cost.
of corse u dont, because u giving me thngs that u want me to have.
not what i want to have.
so dont blame me if i dont aprriciate it.
but when i want something so bad,
u tend to say that i dont aprriciate the things that u gave me.
heres a clue for u,
instead of being i noe what you need,
why dont you ask me first of what i need.
so that next time i would appriciate it what u gave me.
and dont tell me how i wont appriciate what i want this time.
becus hell, you dont know how long have i wanting it,
how long have i dream of it,
how long have i patiently waiting for it,
it is not an object, a material, a thing.
it is something that could change me forever.
it is something that will make other people change their tots of me.
and yes it cost.
only 1% of wat u earn monthy.
u earn a lot.
u noe.
i noe.
y cant you contribute this need?
its not a want.
its a need.
u noe its about time to do it.
so please do it.
the celebration of a new year
this year was awesome. so i went out with my cousin arifah and her friends which is my friends too. yusnie,jasmin,ester,her sister,and haslina. i was suppose to drive that night. but my dad had this funny feeling that i shouldnt. so dint.they pick me up and we had a buffet dinner at a italian restaurant calld La Gourmet, where i shouted at the waitress cus she dint tell me it was a buffet. i wanted to eat their lasagna so bad..
than we desided to drive to damai for sisha. sadly.. the place closed. so we went to ali baba oppsite g.e mall and had sisha and drink this non-alchoholic beer. its saks like mad cow. i wont try anythng with al-chohol. it saks. the sisha was fine. all of us went aboit weng2 after sucking the pipe.
we than went yo haslina house becus she said that we can see the kaa-boom-boom-bush! very the clear. yea.. it was clear.. but somethng bad hppnd and ruined out new year celebration that pisses me off everytime i think of it. let me keep it personal. its between us girls that night. so after the issue hppnd, we went jalan2 at bb and saw alots of people walk around to c the fire works and police man oso. so rajin la them. *salute!*
oh. b4 i mention.. haslina kene ngorat with a mat rempit while she was pumping the gas. she was terrified! fah went out and pretending to cal her dad. i wanted to say something to the rempit, but yusnie ask me not to. cus she say she tak nak make trouble. so i dint. i shud hav tho. but i dint. and he just went away after that. i hav to admit, it was quite scary. after the minyak finish masok, we go jalan2 again. nothing much to c. the traffic was quite heavy, so we decided to head home.
than we desided to drive to damai for sisha. sadly.. the place closed. so we went to ali baba oppsite g.e mall and had sisha and drink this non-alchoholic beer. its saks like mad cow. i wont try anythng with al-chohol. it saks. the sisha was fine. all of us went aboit weng2 after sucking the pipe.
we than went yo haslina house becus she said that we can see the kaa-boom-boom-bush! very the clear. yea.. it was clear.. but somethng bad hppnd and ruined out new year celebration that pisses me off everytime i think of it. let me keep it personal. its between us girls that night. so after the issue hppnd, we went jalan2 at bb and saw alots of people walk around to c the fire works and police man oso. so rajin la them. *salute!*
oh. b4 i mention.. haslina kene ngorat with a mat rempit while she was pumping the gas. she was terrified! fah went out and pretending to cal her dad. i wanted to say something to the rempit, but yusnie ask me not to. cus she say she tak nak make trouble. so i dint. i shud hav tho. but i dint. and he just went away after that. i hav to admit, it was quite scary. after the minyak finish masok, we go jalan2 again. nothing much to c. the traffic was quite heavy, so we decided to head home.
Wednesday, January 3, 2007
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march
band comp 06
fell in love with sum1 , and had a splish-splash time with amira and nurul at tropicana club
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