funny story,
the last post i posted on my blog was the day that
i had to go for medical check up, and the doc is taking
too much time of mine therefore i went to the nearest c.c.
with ifi and go on9 and blog,
and after the doc called me, to let me knoe the blood test result,
my leaukemia is back..
but this time, im not going to the full treatment in the hospital,
the doc advise to have 3 or more chemo theraphy and
bone marroe transplant,
just like last time.
with additional bone marrow transplant,
but ive decided, those are all bullshit.
ive been trough it once and thats it,
not anymore,
another year or sorrow and fake hair, fake smile,
try make myself believe that im stronger and everything is going to be better
after the treatment?
hell no,
the doctor wana tell me im gona die 2moro?
BULLSHIT
hes a doc, why the hell he wana play god?
im using the alternative.
i wont let this cancer kill me the first time,
so why should i let it kill me this time,
so.. readers.. you are about to expirience this bumpy roller coaster ride
with me on the front seat,
lets see if alia can defeat her bloody shit cancer,
who`s with me?
