its gona be one bumpy ride

alia..alia..alia..
for once my heart is full with my self. no more empty hole that needs to be fill in by everybody.
ive never remember the last time i dint admire anyone or being andmire by anyone. but for now. nope. not a thing. nada. nae. yup.. this plane is flying solo. with no co-captain or anythng. only family and stickly friends. fah is going to melbourne in a week. oh dear. she had never been apart from me for that long. the last time we were apart wast 4 yrs ago when i was went for europe trip for a month. and it realy make me feel like something big in my life is gone. n now she is gone for a year. because the next year, im gona join her in melbourne. *gasp*