i know a person

i know a person,
he is not related to me. i dont even know
if he ever know that i exist. but he,
deserve much more than what he is right now.
he has dilemmas ,
issues, and bad experience on life. people judge
him by how he looks.
and for that, he have no confidence
on anything. especially to confront
the opposite gender. he has basicly no one to talk to. he trust no
one in his life. or maybe just no one cares or even bother to cater to him.

so he blog.
and blog almost everyday
talking about his day that he never or no longer looking
forward to every time he opens his eyes.
and he blog more and more because its the only way
how he can express what he had kept in his chest.
and waited so patiently, if there is any reader or a person that cares.
so that he can have a chance again. and smile every morning.
so that he can have a person to rely on. to talk to. or to cry on to.

i bet
everyday he prays, and prays. and hoping that for once, god will be fair.
and answer his problems. one by one.
so that god will send him a person from above to cater to.
to care to
to cuddle to

so
how dare you think you have been cursed?
how dare you think life is so cruel?
how dare you say god does not exist?
and how dare you believe that the world is against you,

because
and so i know a person
who deserve much more than you.

i am now in the hospital doing my chemo. i noe it sounds harsh. but thank fully now after the 1st and 2nd chemo is done, my body can accept the chemo easily. i am so bored here. but thanks to my family that always here for me the cousins nephews, nieces, aunts, parents and siblings. with out you people, i will be sucking my toe of boredom. And also thanks to bear for visiting me yesterday together with your sweet kimberly. bear next time.. dont forget the French fries ok?
im pray9ing that i will be ok tomorrow so that i can be discharge tomorrow.

oh my god the food here saks. thank god theres alots of restaurants here. and i can even fine Japanese. and because of this room have been burning my fats with the cold and low air condition temperature i am always in hungers. and sleepy. so basically i go online, i watch tv, i eat and sleep. fun right? yea... way fun.

im just blogging cus im bored here.

toodles.

once upon a time,
theres this boy, his name is kepoyoan. he has a secrect lover. and his name is jack. ( not a real name) since they were gay, they decided to hushh-hushh their relationship. one day, kepoyoan and jack went out for a party at night with their other friends. And they were laughing and eating and having soo much time. as time goes by, kepoyoan was chatting with his close girl friend, lola. and lola said her crush had finally confess to her and they were together ever since. they are now together for 2 weeks. so kepoyoan ask her who was the lucky man. and she slowly pointed to jack.
and than this happnd.



(not A real story)

i am in laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaavvvvv

hensem dohhh... oh my god i had finally found my prince charming. fah i dont care! i like him. he is so macho be-onnn macho ness.. brat pit kalah ok? n his voice when he sings.. my goodness.. i just melt instantly... ladies.. go away from him. he is sooooo my dewa. n i am sooo ur dewi shawal. call me if u read this k shawal...

CORRECTION...

so sorry. im doing chemo again. after having a long chat with the doctor again. parents had decided to do chemo for 2 more rounds than ill go to mexico and have fhun! hahahahhaaha. ye la sangat tu.. so hope fully if fahs is having a break, we might go 2gether2 ok?

yucks..

i noe right.. he is so fugly. ive decided to talk about this dude is becus.. mens have been look up to him for..wat so ever reasons. not only his ugly.. he is also a retard that cant talk properly,and has a funny voice other than kermit the frog, he is also a species of toyol. n his ears... he can fly together with jumbo. n yet people pay so much to get his action figure. hes a nightmare.

hello, yellow, mello, jelly-o!

peoplee tq for those bday mesages on friendster or phone. sorry if i reply late, becus of cdt difficulties.
gosh im old. sory i dint blog and on9 dat much.
i hate streamyx. but now i can use it normally. i miss u who ive alwis msning with. with out u people, my nights will be fatning. due to the late night shows n nice hot coco.. yum..
not to mention ive just made my self a great bufallo wings while watching hitch just now. more yums...

fahs coming back on the 30th, so stop asking when is she comeing back. becus trrust me, as i knew her my whole life.. she will scream at u.

julius homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
just for a week. cus the NEW owner is going back to where he was born n we need to take care of him for awhile. ( incase u dont knoe, his a cat)

im moving in 2 months i guess. ill have a house warming party. and i will invite all of u lucky ducks to come n enjoy foods n good laughters. (just dont make joke of my hair-i swear i will heret u into the pool!)

um.. wat else eyh.. oh ive put back 6 kg. hahahaha. darn french fries and patchi !

sumore..sumore.. oh yea.. im sick. so about that..
becus of my good results after 1st and 2nd chemo..parents,family and i had decided to stop my chemo therAPy and doing the alternative ways. so im going to mexico,(yes i will get u key -chains and the mexican round hat with bells) at the oasis of hope hospital in the end of this month- google it, it makes miracles. i wish i will have mine there. i dont believe in fairy tales. but i do believe in miracles. i mean i have to. and than after the treatment.. were planning of goin to L.A and New York. wooop-peee-doooo~!!!

so wish me luck my lovely lovers.