Wednesday, February 7, 2007

yes, i am talking about you

why does everybody change? why does changes happends to a person? why cant the same sweet innocent trust worthy person who u used to be just remains the same? why cant i just be blind enought untill i cant see how you change? how you change your attitude,your words,your language,your type of music, your fav food,everythng. we used to be like bonnie and clyde, bobbi and whitney, paris and nicole. we use to click so good. we use to trust eachother. nothing, not a thing can break us down. to tear us apart. even the lacturer, yes.. we will change places because we were too noisy, but in a minute, we well crawl on the floor like a weak soldier in a bush and sit together again, and do our same routine everyday. but now, as i noe u more, you are not the same person who u use to be. you are not the same person who i friend with. i am no more your priority, i will always be the last person you would think of. the only time we will be together, is when u hav nothing else to do or to bother, or when u need my help,when you need a shoulder to cry on, when u need our boring period to be fufill. than my phone starts to sing. but when ur laughing,having so much fun,beeing hi of laughter,full of good foods in a great place with a great person,feeling cold when ur in a cinema,making so much noice because you just cant stop laughing,and begging the person to stop making your tummy stretching so big because u laught so much, i will be in my blanky, wondering.. why dint u called? what are u doing? where are u going to? with who? why not me? why not me annymore? dint we use to have so much fun together? dint we use to spend so much time talking on the phone? dint we always get scholded frm our parents because we c too much of eachother? wat hapend to those days? what had happend? did u even realise that u chaged? that your leaving me behind slowly? that ur leaving me alone when i needed u the most? why do i have to be so unblind? why cant i just cant see it ? why do i have to realise the situation? why do i have to be so alert? why do i even need to noe u for the first place? why do i hav to be with you long enuf untill i can realise that ur stripes are becoming spots now? just why, why do u have to change?

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