in case u guys are wondering,,, NO i am not dead yet

lamaaaaaaa gile i tak update,
soory,
its not because im just being lazy,
or forgot that i have a blog,
few months back was kinda rough for me
so i dont plan to share it with u guys.
anywaaaaaay,
im good now,
great actually,
after the chemo,
the blood was not behaving well still,
so thats why ive been staying home most of the time.
we did everything that we could, but i guess it wasn't enough
and so it came back again,
but lets not talk about that,
lets talk about what happened for the past.. i duno 3 months?
for starters, im 20 now
i had 2 surprise dinner, so sweet of u guys
i got 2 new nephew and niece
still single
fah is going back to o.z this thursday..
boring nye,.
most of my fren from uk is now home..
jom chill dooh!
im looking forward for meeting up with my girls..
gile lama tak jumpa.
planning to join kdu again this august, and also gym..
oooohhhh i just joined guitar class
cool kannn??
tapi baru belaja 3 notes..
heheh
have been lepak with adzim alot lately
we have discover new place to eat everyday
in bangsar and bukit damansara
there is actually a lots of great places to eat
hidden
only special people je tau..
hehehe
me, dania, shaza,hanah and nawar is planning on a girls trip
how exiting is that?
i can sense loads of camwhoring
;)
thats all for today..

we are back to square one

funny story,

the last post i posted on my blog was the day that

i had to go for medical check up, and the doc is taking

too much time of mine therefore i went to the nearest c.c.

with ifi and go on9 and blog,

and after the doc called me, to let me knoe the blood test result,

my leaukemia is back..

but this time, im not going to the full treatment in the hospital,

the doc advise to have 3 or more chemo theraphy and

bone marroe transplant,

just like last time.

with additional bone marrow transplant,

but ive decided, those are all bullshit.

ive been trough it once and thats it,

not anymore,

another year or sorrow and fake hair, fake smile,

try make myself believe that im stronger and everything is going to be better

after the treatment?

hell no,

the doctor wana tell me im gona die 2moro?

BULLSHIT

hes a doc, why the hell he wana play god?

im using the alternative.

i wont let this cancer kill me the first time,

so why should i let it kill me this time,

so.. readers.. you are about to expirience this bumpy roller coaster ride

with me on the front seat,

lets see if alia can defeat her bloody shit cancer,

who`s with me?

greetings

sorry i have not update my blog for sooo.. bloody hell...un-imaginely.. long time

its because ive just move in to a new housing area

where wireless is a ???

not really a valid reason, but what evss..

anyways, whats new in my life?

ive finish my 1st sem at kdu after deferring for a year,

rambut pon dah panjang,

alia dah tak botak mcm rock star lagi

ive move

still no strings attached,

twinkle is still alive,

my parents just miss the flight last 3 days to maldives

but they bought a new ticket anyway,

mmm...

tu je la kot,

im having my semester break people!

just ring ring ring me pls.

lets go out and catch up about eachother.

yusnie,

farah,

fah,

kristine,

miss u guys a looooooots.

cepat baliks.

jaja,

kau ni dok k.l tapi berzaman tak jumpa.

dear juju

hengkau ni minahhh,

tak rindu haku ke?

hek eleeeehhh kaaau,

bikin aku panaaaaaaas je,

haku nak lepak la,

haku rindu dekat hengkau.

hengkau dah diam kan sekarang?

sebok sgt kerje kat setarbaks hengkau tu.

lain kali kalau haku datang, kau bagi aku air kopi pusing2 free ok?

keycoh aaaah

terer siot aku ckp base rempits.

stop giving me nick namesm people

since i have a super funky short hair,

they keep on giving me names,

g.i jane la, halle berry la, natalie portman la, angelina jolie la, jessica alba la..

hahaha ok2 the last two names i made it my self.

but seriously.. stop caling me other than alia. or eryna. or hotness, goddess.. gorgeous..

haha ok2.

my brother and bear lagi terok.

bapak heartless ok?

they call me botak.

wat ever.. but the golden globe goes to my dad la..

so one day i went to telawi for eyebrow trading and some

small shopping. when i come home and was having dinner with my parents

mak: apesal kamu buat kening lagi. org kate tak elok, tak elok laa..

alia: ala.. mak jeles.

ayah: shes right u knoe. its weird.

alia: watever la... its the "thing now"

ayah: thing ape nya, dah la botak, tinggi nak mampos, pastu kening nipis,

macam jin betina.

yes, u have my permission to laugh.

aw.. romantik nyea... not!

jasmin : spider girl

kum-kum : play boy pose.

the truth or dare game in melbourne.

lalalalallalalaaa

ok,

i am guilty of not updatng my blog..

fine.. i take the blame.

anyway, how was raya?

mine was great.

we usually q up for collecting duit raya.

its accordingly by whos the oldest,

get to q up infront.

so fah is older than me 2 months. watever!

she get to get the duit raya 5 seconds earlier than me,

and i will always purposely/unpurposely.. watever?

pijak her kain.

but this year.. i cant. cuss shes in melobourne,

wat ever babe.. terasa ok u tak da?

the thing that i love the most about raya is..

nonono not the food.

the duit raya!

money never smell so good in the raya morning.

fah tak dapat!!! padan mukaaa!!!

anyway. maaf zahir batin everyone.

eve tho i dont hurt people,

cus im such an angel..

i noe right?

wat else.. wat else...

oh yea.. ja! ko buat prom tak ajak aku ok?

siot la kau

mcm ni la skang

kate negaraku fren?

wat kind of negaraku friend tak ajak pg prom?

dah la wei.. dah la..

oh yea.. pavillion rocks maaaaaaaaaaan!

when my dad ada la.. when my dad tak da.. mmg useless la tempat tu.

im going to mexico in 4 more months.

rindu siot lenny aku.

aye... lenny... mm...

moving

im moving peeps.

in a week.

basically all my stuff is there already.

so im moving very2 soon.

since most of my ladies are not here in our tanah air,

so i cant make any house warming.

maybe raya open house.

a simple one.

at our new house.

ill sent text messages to the u guys.

pls come.

like seriously come.

panda, hang jgn nak mengada, and jaja oso.

just because i did datang at ur open house,

dosent mean that u have all the rights not to go to mine.

so sorry ja.. i was sick. i dint even go to aunty rosni`s that night.

and panda, i had to do work.

packing and unpacking.

so sorry.

fah is coming homee!!!

hell yeeeeeeeaaah!

we had bloody good times in melbourne dint we?

dada

ok.. it seems that ive been mamking fun of my mom more than my dad.. so mcm tak fair la kan? heres some stuff that ive kumpul about my dad. he HATES our songs. like seriously hate it.but everytime were in the car, he will turn to our radio channel. y u wonder? thats because he brings his works in the car aswel.. so he wonders around while driving but me and my sis will be head bangging at the back.


p. diddy and xtina = tell me

so the songs go like..

do that sh*t , do that sh*t , do it..

and my dad ask us " do that what? turt? whats hes trying to say?"


pussycat dolls : buttons

so the songs go like..

loosen up my button babe.. uh huh!

and my dad ask us " stupid song. what for to loose her buttons. apesal lagu butang pulak ni?"


will-i-am : i got it from my momma

my dad ask us " y s it ur momma? fathers dont get credits ke?"


ratu : teman tapi mesra

oh.. this song he really like.. "aku ADA KAWAN... ah ah ahhhh!!!!!!!"
yes he did that.


theres more actually.. but for now on.. thats the only songs that u can remember.